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On the 5th Day of Christmas…More than a Miracle

Posted by Cyn on Dec 17, 2011 in Life

More than a Miracle
by
Cynthia Selwyn  

      December 15th.  Morning

      "Mommy! What is Santa doing to that man?"
       Kelly stopped frosting the gingerbread house and peered under the table where her four-year-old daughter recently sat with a cache of stolen gumdrops. Shelby wasn't there; she was calling from the front room. Surveying the leaning gingerbread structure—more shack than house, really–Kelly sighed. "I don't know, honey. What is Santa doing?"
       "I don't know. But the ladder just fell on them."
       She dropped the frosting-smeared spatula and picked up her cell phone, then hurried to the front room. Shelby sat on one of the many moving boxes Kelly had yet to unpack. Out the picture window, she saw a man lying in the bushes, a plastic Santa atop him and a ladder across them both. Neither Santa, nor the man, were moving, but standing on the cement stoop and waving a dishtowel, her elderly neighbor stared at the man in horror—apparently too panicked to do anything else. "Come with me, Shelby," she ordered in a voice that made the child comply without question. She took the child's hand and together they went outside.
       As they crossed the street, she could hear the woman shrieking, "O-di! O-di! Madonna mia! Trey! O-di!" in time to her dishcloth waves.
       Kelly dialed 9-1-1 as they neared the man. "Shelby, go stand next to the lady," she told her daughter as she took in the scene. "This is Dr. Pierce. I need an ambulance."

 

       Trey opened his eyes, wondering why his bed was so uncomfortable and who was lying on top of him. And why was he so cold? He struggled to move, but a soft, feminine yet commanding voice told him, "You've had an accident. Lie still. I'm trying to get the ladder off you. The ambulance is on the way." A woman's face loomed over his and his heart stopped. "Theresa?" His wife had died in Iraq; he'd buried her three years ago last Christmas and felt her loss every day. So what was she doing looming over him, a halo shining brightly around her head? "Am I dead? God, I've missed you, baby."
       She frowned. "How many fingers am I holding up?"
       Fingers? Who cares about fingers? He smiled at her; she was beautiful to behold, even though her dark eyes were now as blue as the morning glories she'd loved. "I like what you've done with your hair."
       She nodded. "Thanks. The ambulance will be here, soon." She looked up and spoke to someone nearby. "He'll be all right, ma'am. Don’t cry."
       Nonny. She was talking to Nonny. Trey closed his eyes and took a deep breath—or tried to, anyway. It hurt too much. Why was she talking to his grandmother? Because I'm at her house. I was putting that stupid plastic Santa up next to the chimney. God, I hate that Santa. He's all faded.
       "I fell off the roof," Trey realized aloud. "I'm in the bushes."
       "That's right." Theresa loomed over him again. His heart fell. Not Theresa. A woman, but not his dead wife. She gently touched his face. "I got the ladder and Santa off of you. He's been crushed, I'm afraid."
       "Good," Trey said. The vibrant blue of her eyes held his own. He realized that he ached all over, but through the pain he felt something else, something connected ­­­­to the woman whose gaze locked with his. It was…wonder.

 

       "O-di!" Shelby muttered as one of Mrs. Natale's—Nonny, she said to call her Nonny—many grandsons knocked an ornament off the tree. He bent and picked it up amidst a wave of ribbing and more o-di's. He turned to Shelby and held the ornament out to her.
       "Here, Princess. You want to put it back on the tree?"
       "Up there." Shelby pointed to a high point on the tree and he lifted her up so she could hang the ornament on her chosen branch. "There."
       "No problem." He put her down and turned back to his conversation.
       Kelly shook her head. In the days after the ambulance had taken Mrs. Natale's grandson away, she'd somehow become enfolded in the familial embrace of this big, warm-hearted—and loud—Italian family. An only child herself, she'd always envied people with families like this and she couldn't deny Shelby the opportunity to experience it. Especially on Christmas Eve, when the entire Natale clan gathered at Nonny's for the traditional Feast of the Seven Fishes. She'd had to Google it after she'd agreed to attend the gathering.
       There was other food, besides shellfish and salted cod balls and fried squid—calamar', Nonny had called it. Cheese lasagna, salads of every description, fresh bread, cookies, cakes, pies. Shelby was so full of sugar, Kelly was sure she was going to have to detox the child for days.
       Despite the house full of people and food, however, something was missing. Nonny had said that her grandson, Trey, would be there as soon as he got off from work. Kelly hadn't asked anymore, because she didn't want it to be obvious she couldn't stop thinking about him.
       Something about Trey had touched her. It had been odd to feel her heart hitch and her stomach jump as he lay on a flattened bush under the squashed Santa and heavy metal ladder.  But there was something in his dark eyes that pulled at her. It wasn't that he'd thought she was his deceased wife. She'd asked Nonny who Theresa was and was struck by the similarities between them; she'd lost James in Iraq three years before, as well. She'd wondered if that was what drew her to him but then realized she'd felt this pull even before she'd known the story of his lost soldier wife.
       A ruckus broke out in the kitchen, a chorus of "heys" and "Merry Christmas" and "It's about time you showed up, you chooch" that made her pulse begin to race. Was it him? She made her way to the doorway to watch the family greet their missing member.
       But Trey's dark eyes met hers right away, and the grin that spread across his handsome face made her breath catch and her knees grow weak. He pushed through the throng to stand before her.
       "You're so tall," Kelly blurted before she could think. "I mean, you looked shorter lying in the bushes."
       "And you're so beautiful." He laughed and brushed the back of his fingers over her cheek. The warmth of his hand left a trail of tingles on her skin. "Thank you for saving me the other day."
       She shrugged. "I’m an ER doctor. It's what I do."
       He nodded. "I'm an EMT. Which ER? I don't recognize you."
       "We just moved here. It was an impulse decision. I wanted to be in a new place," she explained, pulling her gaze from his to take in his uniform. "You're a firefighter?" Her breath caught. Prior to going to Iraq to fight terrorism, James had been a firefighter.
       "Yes I am." He lifted his hand for her to shake. "Company 12."
       "Kelly Pierce. St. Joseph's Hospital." She put her hand in his; his fingers folded around hers and she trembled at the wave of emotion that washed over her at his touch.
       "Hey." Trey's brother shouldered his way up to them. "That's how you're gonna thank the lady? By shaking hands? I'm ashamed to call you my brother."
       Trey tightened his grip around Kelly's fingers. "Yeah, well maybe I'm a gentleman and not a buttagats, like you."
       Joey said something that sounded like "Gee-drool," and punched Trey in the shoulder before holding up a sprig of mistletoe. He held it over them. "There you go. Now you can thank her for real and still be a gentleman, stoonod."
       Trey looked down at Kelly—she laughed up at him, unoffended by his brother's suggestion. When he lowered his face so that his mouth hovered over hers, she stood on tiptoe to make their connection complete.
       As soon as their lips touched, emotion so strong swirled around and through her; she clung to Trey in case she fell. She realized then, he hung on to her as tightly as she held him. Love, powerful—and inexplicable—swept over her. As if it were meant to be. And she knew that Trey Natale would be her husband—and she, his wife—for the rest of their lives.

December 15th, one year later…
       "Thank you for coming with me." Trey blinked back tears as he placed roses on Theresa's grave. "It feels weird, in a way, but–"
       "It feels right." Kelly finished the sentence for him, as she so often did. It was spooky how well they were in sync, often understanding one another without words as if they were telepathic. "I understand." She shrugged. "Besides, I wanted to visit James, today, too." Then her eyes narrowed and she frowned as she studied Theresa's stone. "She was killed today? I mean, on this date?"
       Trey nodded. "I thought you knew. I said it was her anniversary."
       "I thought you meant your wedding anniversary." Kelly looked up at him with wide eyes. "James was killed today, too."
       "They died on the same day?" He shook his head. Too strange.
       Kelly bent and read his dead wife's stone; she gasped and lifted her hand to her mouth. "She was in James' unit! They served together."
       He gaped at her. Her unspoken thought hung in the air between them. And died together.
       Suddenly, it all made sense. Her practically unplanned move to the house across from Nonny's. His accident with the ladder, though he climbed them every day in far more dire situations. Their unexpected attraction and the strength of their love. Trey and Kelly had called it their Christmas miracle…but as they gazed at one another, they realized it was more than that. It was a final gift from their soldier spouses who'd lived and worked and died together, a Christmas gift of love.

Merry Christmas…Buon Natale!

A trapped-at-home mom of three, freelance fiction editor and romance writer, Cynthia Selwyn has been married to the same man for nearly twenty years. If there's anything she knows about relationships, it's that humor can keep the love alive (or at least on life-support).

Cynthia started writing at the age of six and has been writing since then. She writes for Breathless Press, where she hopes to earn enough money in royalties to support her coffee habit. Her goal with each book is to bring a smile to her readers' faces and love to their hearts, by writing a sexy story with a touch of magic. Her e-books, romantic comedy, Dog-Gone But Not Forgotten and eroticas, In the Cards and Naughty Can be Nice, can be found at Breathlesspress.com and Amazon.

She invites writers and readers to reach her at cynthia@author-wise.com or check out her blog at: cynthiaselwyn.blogspot.com. You can also find her at: http://www.facebook.com/cynthia.selwyn and follow her at: http://twitter.com/#!/cynselwyn

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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New Year, new…

Posted by Cyn on Jan 6, 2011 in Challenges, Life, Publishing, Writing

…what?

So often, we set ourselves up with impossible goals, especially at the beginning of each new year. 

With that in mind, here are my 2011 goals: 

Blog every day. 

Um…and that's it. That's enough. Just trying to think of 365 things to write about is enough to drive me nuts. (Not that it's a far ride or anything.)

I'd love to say that my goal is to finish a few books, get a few contracts and have more releases. Yes, it would be nice, and yes, I have ambitions to do those things. But, I think–for this year, anyway–I'd rather not be mean to me.

In fact, that's my unwritten goal (until now) for 2011. Be nicer to myself. Cut myself some slack. Realize I'm not super-human. And be kind. Not just to everyone else, but–to me. Because, damn it, I deserve it. 

After all…I have to blog everyday. 

 

 

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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Timed Writing

Posted by Cyn on Oct 7, 2010 in Life

Lately, we Critters have needed a kick in the fannies to get writing, and we’ve been discussing different ways to motivate ourselves. Here’s one way, which occurs to me only because my three-year-old is being a pain in the…fanny.

He wanted me to go get him some crackers. Now, there’s no reason he can’t procure his own snack–the cupboard is at floor level and he can easily open it. He just didn’t feel like leaving the family room couch and going upstairs to the kitchen. (Neither did I, for that matter.) So I told him, “I bet you can’t get those crackers before I finished counting to ten”, and he was off.

Suddenly, it was a game and he was racing the clock. Of course, I stopped counting the minute he was out of earshot and picked up around six the as soon as I heard his feet pounding down the stairs.

Why can’t we use this same motivation to write? Something like, “I bet you can’t write ten lines in ten minutes.” Then, set the timer and start typing. No stopping to edit, or reread. Just–go! Maybe you can write more than ten lines. Or maybe, you’ll write less; then you’ve lost the time challenge, but you’re still some lines ahead of what you would have been if you’d never written at all.

So, what do you think? Ready? Steady? Go!

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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November blue

Posted by Cyn on Nov 18, 2008 in Food, Holidays, Life, Writing

I always find November to be a difficult time of year. It’s sort of a preparatory month. I’m preparing myself for The Big Meal. (Or, in my case, planning how I’m going to avoid eating too much at the Big Meal). And–for relatives.

I don’t want to say I’m not thankful for my family, you understand. It’s just…well. First of all, there are SO many of them. Three sisters, one brother, spouses, children, and then–the children’s children. And in the midst of ALL these people, I’m viewed as the Unemployed, Lacking Direction, Living in Near Poverty, Clueless, Pathetic and Wasting Her Time and Her Talent (When We All Know She Should Be Writing Children’s Books) Let’s-Tell-Her-How-She-Needs-to-Run-Her-Life one of the family.

Yes. I’m the family loser.

Except, I’m also the only one in the family who’s currently overweight (therefore, I only lose in the wrong parts of my life). Oh. Joy. Those not telling me how to run my life will be watching how I load my plate. That means I won’t be able to eat any of the foods made in the time-honor Thanksgiving tradition of butter, cream, bring on the fat and calories. So I’ll be eating…salad.

Now you’re probably wondering what the heck has this whiney stuff got to do with writing? I don’t know about you, but I always find that mining my personal muck is good for character building. Who doesn’t have angst? Knowing that a character has worries just like you (the reader) makes them more likeable. The trick is–you (the writer) can’t let them whine too much. Let them persevere beyond what they’re whining about. And for a really satisfying ending, let them win out over the angst.

In my case, that would be to make $1,000,000 from one of my romances and invite my family over for a Thanksgiving meal where I only serve salad and tell them what they should do with their lives. Oooooh. Satisfying.

And how does this tie in to the “Thankful Theme”? Easy. And I’m sure anyone reading this will agree. I’m thankful Thanksgiving only happens once a year!

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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I’m thankful…

Posted by Cyn on Nov 13, 2008 in Life, Writing

The Queen has decreed that this month’s theme is Being Thankful. So…

1. I’m thankful that we can only afford to keep one car. Because that means we’re polluting the atmosphere less than we did, before.

2. I’m thankful that I need to belong to Weight Watchers, because it means I’m not starving to death.

3. I’m thankful that my kids annoy the heck out of me, because it means they’re healthy, full of curiosity and just plain normal.

4. I’m thankful that we’re experiencing hard times right now, because we’re learning how to live more with less, simply and efficiently. And we’ll appreciate what we have in the future because of what we learned, today.

5. I’m thankful that my husband and I were both laid off this year; we learned that we’re not ready to retire yet. (And when he’s working 50-70 hours a week at his new job in January, we’ll be thankful that we’re out of each other’s hair!)

6. I’m thankful when I get up in the morning and my body aches; it means I’m not dead, yet.

7. I’m thankful that I can’t find a full-time job because it gives me more time to write.

8. I’m thankful that gas prices were so high; it made me slow down, walk more and learn about my neighborhood stores.

9. I’m thankful that the leaves are falling and winter’s coming; it means Spring is right around the corner.

10. I’m thankful I’m a writer. Where others see doom, gloom and conflict, I see…a potential plot.

What are you thankful for? Smile

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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Top Ten Things a Passionate Critter can learn at a Conference:

Posted by Cyn on Oct 26, 2008 in Uncategorized

10. Always expect the unexpected spouse introduction.

9. Hit the freebies room the first day if you want the good chocolate promo items.

8. Naming a child Shithead is not a good idea, even if you pronounce it She-the-ad.

7. If an editor offers to take you to dinner, always say yes.

6. Sometimes, you can learn everything you need in the first five minutes of a workshop.

5. The chicken is usually dry.

4. Sometimes one chocolate martini is one too many.

3.No one wants the Cassie Edwards freebies.

2. If you wear an orange cowboy hat with matching shirt, pants and heels, people WILL call you a pumpkin behind your back.

1. If someone says, “You look gorgeous,” they’re mistaking you for someone else.

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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A Sure Sign of Spring

Posted by Cyn on Apr 2, 2008 in Uncategorized

The wind is blowing today, and it’s cold. Cold enough to wear a hat, wear mittens, drink hot chocolate. The problem is–it’s Spring, dammit. I know it’s Spring, because the Red Sox are playing.

I think this is a better sign of the season than something like…daffodils.

For one thing, my neighbor across the street has a bedful of them, quivering yellow in the weak April sun that shines on them all day. My daffs, on the other hand, still haven’t poked more than an inch of leaves out of their shadowy spot near my front steps. I know that there’s not more Spring on the other side of the street, just more sun; either way, the flowers are no indication of the season. And up in Maine, where my friend lives, there’s still snow on the ground. There’s nothing Spring-like about snow.

Nope.

But the Sox are playing. They play across the street, they play at my house, they even play in Maine. In fact, they played in Japan a week ago. Whereever you hear or see the game–that’s a sure sign of Spring. Even better, it’s a reminder of Summer days ahead…long, hot summer days. Imagine this: The lazy sound of Joe Castiglione, the sound of the neighbor’s lawn mower and the smell of freshly cut grass…the scent of burgers on the grill. Outside, the air is still, humid. There’s the sound of someone’s air conditioner…birds singing…cicadas whirring, maybe. Kids playing. “That’s a hit and…it’s outta here! A homerun by Manny!”

I can almost taste the tangy lemonade in the sweaty glass, feel the sun on my neck as I rock in the swing on my back deck…it’s Summer.

Or it will be, as soon as we can get through this cold and windy Spring. As long as the Sox are playing, there’s hope!

Cyn

Cynthia Selwyn (aka C.D. Yates) is the trapped-at-home mom of three and wife of one. When she's not hanging around with her Critters, she's editing for one of several e-publishers, writing erotica for Breathless Press or trying to get her characters (and her four-year-old) to behave.

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